I hate the world today...
I don't know what's the matter with it...
Things aren't going perfectly like it should have...
Yesterday, I got blew up by a huge problem that made me feel so cranky and jumpy...
I hate it..
I also made a wish that I know, I would regret for my whole goddamn life..
I don't know what's the problem with people around me and generally the whole world...
I felt I was an outsider caught up in a situation that I can't handle...
Well, as they say life isn't that perfect and rosy..
Ciao!
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.