Heartless, am I?

HOLY, I still care for him. What's wrong with me? I want to fight for what I feel, but I'm weak, and besides, my senses will fail me again. I can't be like this. I'm not Zinnia anymore. Zinnia is a dimwit, while Finella has common sense. Zinnia falls easily, while Finella has a cold heart.

Finella is stronger, mightier, braver. She's a fighter, a warrior...

...but I reckoned, in doing so, Finella has no heart.