everywhere people are fighting. they fight in buses and jeepneys, on the streets, in front of the church... sometimes i wonder if fighting/hating each other would be the cause of human extinction?

i am not used to going home early anymore. i want to walk around the city like there's no home waiting for me. i want to be alone to think. i think better at nights. we all think better at nights for the simple fact that our endorphins start to dissipate when the sun goes down. thinking is physically and emotionally draining, so i usually go home with sleepy eyes. afterwards, everything becomes a blur so i think about what happened, and the cycle of thinking begins again...




tonight, i feel worn out.