there are more things on my lap than in my mind. i have resorted to defying the need to think. it kills me honestly...to think. our lives are sketches for nothing anyway. why go the hard way of thinking?
honestly, if we weren't designed to think, we shouldn't have been suffering. there should be no tears wasted for failing an exam, for losing a love one, for everything at all. look at echinoderms. do you think they think? they absolutely do not. but they survive, and that's what really matters right?!
all we need is to survive. after all, that's the most primary role of animals.
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.