Tomorrow, I want to be late in Physics 73. I want to study Bio 1 very very much tonight. I want to ace the exam to compensate for my EPIC FAIL MatE10 exam today (I forgot to bring my calculator, hence the incompetency in problem solving).
This morning, the cab driver blessed (which actually seemed like a ritual) his cab with my 120 peso. He said I was his Buena Mano, and he was so lucky to drive me to school. It completely made my day what with his big wide smile, and high-pitched shrieks of joy. I thought I would be as lucky as him; the EPIC FAIL exam would just be a piece of cake. But no, it went the other way around. Wonder what/who jinxed it...
THOUGH, HOWEVER LOW MY SCORE WOULD GET, I WOULD ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I MADE SOMEONE SO HAPPY AND GRATEFUL AND SHRIEKING WITH PURE JOY LIKE HIS HUMAN FORM HAD EVAPORATED INTO THIN AIR AND DROPPED INCH BY INCH INTO THE OCEAN LIKE PERFECT SNOWFLAKES ON WINTER DAYS.
Just remembering his smile makes me feel like nothing can make me sad anymore. :">
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- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.