so i jumped in and i let you in

when the words slip away from the grasp of my hands, i float into a dreamless reverie where everything is formless and haunting. feel like the letters guide me and pin my feet into the ground. there's nothing to be scared of so long as i breathe my thoughts across the moist air and touch them as they coagulate. there is a sense of loss when i open my eyes and realize that the words are there and i am just one of them.

a lot has happened this month. my thoughts were barricaded by the acad work, time was set to full motion, and i was thrown from one abrupt scene to another hopeful one. i am always forced to adapt while i stay close to myself, or else i will disintegrate. realized that every event that calls for fitting in is taken with a frown and a slight whimper of the heart. always kept in mind to stay true to myself and just let it be. look down on me and i will crush you with my honesty is how i prevent myself from falling apart.

jeri handed me her copy of the love in the time of cholera and a collection of foreign movies. i was really surprised to the point that i couldn't utter the words forming in my head. but thank you is enough as i know that magic words like this bear the same gravity. so jeri, if by any chance that you're reading this, i thank you for trusting a piece of Gabriel Garcia Marquez to me.

my constant buddies

sometimes i think i will not get along well with the system without them
guys we are so close to doing all of these together :)