the hours i spend with my brother and mother have been the highlight of my semestral break. i feel like everything pauses and time stands still as i find myself watching them gayly stirring from one place to another. in this dreamlike reality i am a spectator slipped into with an oversized jet-black overcoat. i can only do so much for my welfare because events can take place without my influence. i follow them with keen eyes and let them open doors to meet me halfway. a cautious step from the shadows one lazy evening made me notice the relief in her eyes
