i guess i am back
wow definitely a thing to say after 2 years or so
things have changed like i have a boyfriend now and my weight surmounted to 70 kilos from 60 kilos
not that i'm proud of it
i'm certainly not proud of the fact that i literally look like a lumba lumba but i just like to put that in writing to sound like major things have changed
looking at myself again, i guess no i didn't change a bit
i'm still sad, more like depressed, every now and then
i still can't figure out life and what lies for me here
i still have my friends but some went and that's the end
i don't like spending time thinking about things that don't matter anymore
that's what changed, i think
one of the greatest lesson i've learned is to stop being so introspective
i mean it might be good for other people but for me naaaah
it's all a downward spiral when i become like that
when i'm sad, i go to places far away from manila
just a day or two and i'm okay
i'm a lot simpler now in terms of well my emotions
pretty gained (apart from my apparent weight gain) a lot of confidence from having a corporate job and tackling things that are way too mature
still lazy and irresponsible though haha
this is me version 2.0 or more like me version 1.....
i would like to share my thoughts again
a strange motivation for me to have my thesis going
so yeah, hello, i'm back