Wednesday, October 31

Strange Strangers

But that was the problem with having the answers. It was only after you gave them that you realized they sometimes weren't what people wanted to hear.

Yes, I knew it was not their intention to portray us as idiotic high school students who could not elaborately discuss the methodology of their research paper. I also knew that everything they commented or should I say, blabbered was for the betterment of our project and obviously for our own good. However, have they ever realized that laughing at our faces was not a significant or even a purposeful action, instead, they could have suggested further revisions for our research paper. xp

I have never felt so stupid in my whole life. But today, I did. I knew that my brain was not ready for the battle of the wits because of the long vacation. I knew that I was not prepared of meeting them (Actually, I was not really hoping to meet them. I haven't printed a copy of our paper or even looked upon the location of our today's agenda.) I should have become one of those little eager first-time girl scouts who could not impossibly sit still. I should have followed my Mom's constant advice - Be prepared. I should have written an optimistic and lively post today instead of this hopeless pathetic blabbering. If only I did what I was expected to do. If only... Ugh!

However, somehow I felt the tinge of happiness because even though they humiliated us, I have never felt the feeling of total acceptance by complete strangers (Kinda weird, lol). Thanks, Mr. Einstein for keeping my happy disposition intact even though your jokes were so yesterday; Mr. Cutie Professor for being able to understand our incomprehensible research paper that made you feel a little annoyed and impatient; and of course, thank you Ms. Whatchaname for balancing the two weirdest people that I've ever met. Lol.