Regrets

There's not much to blog about tonight. Things have stayed the same all throughout the day. My thoughts, on the other hand, are quite indolent. I never felt contemplative so to say.

On the contrary, I should have gone to fix salon. I shouldn't have stayed online. I shouldn't have eaten that meal. I should have cared a little more for her. I shouldn't have watched that movie. I should have read American Gods. I should have... I should have... I should have...

Ah, regrets.

Cesca once told me, "A free man does not regret,"therefore, technically, WE are not free.

I wish I know how to not regret. Things might get a little simpler. Life, itself, might be so easier.

Ah, regrets.

I wish I were as free as the birds.