there's nothing to look forward to, and its sickening, frightening.
but there's still a "tomorrow". there's still hope, and that's the thing i just can't lose at all.
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i remembered buying a "hope" coin pendant last sem because i was so scared of taking the removals exam in math 53. it's now gone (must be somewhere in the house i think), so i realized, it must be fate saying that i'm no longer a scared-y little kitty cat. i'm a grown-up woman now! i braved the storm, what else could possibly scare me? :)
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.