blog, i have neglected you. i have pretended you didn't exist. but i miss you so. i really yearn to write sighhhhhhhhh...
chem 28, why did i fail you? you were the easiest chem subejct (well, apart from chem 16). you were the only subject that excited me the most in 2nd sem (well, again apart from pan pil 19). but i failed you cause i loved you so much, i thought you'd love me back too.
ma'am pastor, you opened my eyes! you made me see what i was missing out on. you inspired me. it hurts.
finella, figure out what you really want to achieve. want. just that simple four-letter word. WANT.
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.