i am sad for the girl whose heart was broken by the most insensitive guy.
i am sad for the girl whose heart was broken; she leaped to her death.
i am sad for the girl whose heart was broken; she has nothing (no money, no special someone) at all.
but most importantly, i am sad for all the pain and sufferings.
in a way i agree with sir lanuza when he quoted fyodor dostoevsky on the brother karamazov: "Listen: if everyone must suffer, in order to buy eternal harmony with their suffering, pray tell me what have children got to do with it? It’s quite incomprehensible why they should have to suffer, and why they should buy harmony with their suffering.".
suffering and pain for the innocents really just for the price of eternal harmony? HAAAIIII, BIG SIGH.
i am not an atheist (to clear up all the doubts and inconsistencies). i am just contemplating about life and its bullcraps.
you see i really hate inequality, but i gathered, life cannot possibly achieve the state of equilibrium. our lives, after all, are hanging by a thread. BIG SIGH AGAIN HAAIIIIIIIIIIIII.
good night.
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.