Sunday, January 2

Dear Me,

Stop obsessing about Cobus.
Stop watching his vlogs. 
Stop getting so kilig over his what-the-flaps and half-smiles. 
Stop watching his drum covers.
Stop dreaming about him. 
Stop fantasizing.
STOP STOP STOP.
Stop your nonsense.


I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST A "PHASE". NOW, I HAVE TO LIVE AND BEAR THE PAIN OF NOT SEEING YOU IN FLESH AT ALL :(( :(( :(( I'VE NEVER HAD A CRUSH THIS BIG ON ANYONE I SEE ON TV OR ON MY DESKTOP SCREEN BECAUSE I KNOW IT WILL NEVER GONNA HAPPEN. NOT EVEN BRANDON FLOWERS OR BRAD PITT. :(( I THINK I'VE MOVED ON WITH THE Bs, NOW I'M INTO A C. YOU ARE MY FIRST GIGANTIC AGGRESSIVE PAINFUL CRUSH. YOU ARE LIKE A PIMPLE !!!!! :((