I talked to Cesca on the phone awhile ago. I realized I'm not good at telling people how I really feel and what I really think. My mind can instantly blur everything out, thus the inability to say effortlessly what's on my mind. It always lags like a pentium 3 computer. But it only happens when I talk. When I write, thoughts easily flow out of my head. I'm not going to excel in the field of reporting or merchandising or promoting in the near future. Might as well turn into a decapitated sunflower than speak in front of people. I love pens (haha accidentally typed penis oops) not mics.
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- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.