Strands of Hair

i was thinking, time isn't always enough. summer class registration is on the 12th of april, my 20th birthday is nearing, summer's barely 2 months, graduation's (soon)... it's all too fast/crazed/devoid of moments. the voice in my head is saying that it will all end soon, and i feel calm and ready... for whatever there is. "my soul is weary", "i feel i have experienced enough", "i have no wants or desires anymore". and i ask, "isn't this life over for me, then?". does buddha think that way? i'm just too naive, i guess.

live with what you have
make do with what you have
this is a crazy world after all

(i must never forget)

(i live in the world of parentheses)