Contagious. Infectious. MISERABLE.

Life is about how you feel. That's it. It's really the only sense we have that matters. It's the only reason we're here. How we feel… and what caused it. I used to feel too, but all I felt was pain. Happiness was unfamiliar… joy was just an idea… laughter was unknown. And now? Now I don't feel anymore. I don't think anymore. And the only reason I can come up with is that my heart just couldn't feel the pain any longer so it gave up. It became immune to the feeling. I used to feel too… up until I died inside. -Talia G.

I'm feeling so emo today. T______T Please bear with me. It will not take a long time to read my post. Haha. xp

I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I feel so miserable that I can't be with normal happy people. Every time I'm with them, my mind is off somewhere. I want to talk about how I feel but it seems that what I'm going to say is contagious, infectious and simply, miserable. Oh, look how pathetic I am. Crap.

I don't know who or what caused me to be wretched and pitiable. As days pass by, I feel like I'm sinking to the ground. I guess, the ground was sipping me or maybe, I was just letting myself to sink deep inside it. Was it me or was it the ground? o________o *scratching her head*

Anyway, I'd better think positively. I'll try to be with my friends whenever I'm with them. I mean, I'll try to be present with both my body and mind. Haha. Nonetheless, it is just a matter of concentration. Concentrate on positive thoughts. Concentrate! Lolerz.

Still, I wonder, was it me or was it the ground? Should I take the blame? Am I wrong? Am I right? Please, tell me. Yoo-hoo! *talking to herself alone*

xoxo