Seriously, the above statement should be what I am feeling nowadays. Don't you think it's better not to feel any emotions than to feel anything bad at all? It would just give you pain and remorse. On the other hand, feeling nothing would require you to feel neutral and simply it would demand you NOTHING. xp
Yesterday, we went to Cubao to buy a pair of eyeglasses. I realized that my vision was slowly deteriorating when I had a hard time reading an ad on the way to Cubao. So, Mom automatically said that I should better have a check-up with an ophthalmologist. So there it turned out that my eye grade was 75/50 which was not bad at all. Then, I chose the black-hot pink frame. Blah, blah, blah.
After that, we ate and went back home.
Anyway, an idea popped out of my mind. I would make some goals for August which should be accomplished on due time. I definitely want every bloggers to know these so that I would feel shameful (How would I feel shameful if I'm trying to not feel anything? O__o) if I would not reach my goals.
1. Be more cheerful. It is understatement. Anyway, I should be like this especially when I'm with my friends. I'm trying hard to not express any negative/emotional burdens that I feel. I could say that luckily I'm dealing with this problem better.
2. Fight for what you deserve. I consider myself a wishy-washy with this. To tell you frankly, I'm far of being outspoken. People see me as a shy conservative person. I guess, that was the reason why I am blogging. Here, I can express my thoughts without anyone contradicting them. I am myself every time I blog.
3. Stay sane. I cannot explain this statement. You'll understand this better as I update my blog.
4. Be less vulnerable. Who wants to be vulnerable? On loving, on anything. No one wants to vulnerable. Right?
5. Socialize. You can refer to statement no.1. It is somewhat interconnected.
6. LOVE. If it were a subject, I must study hard on it. Seriously, I am absolutely positively the worst person who is currently dealing with it. I suppose each and everyone of us is experiencing it.
BTW, I'm so crazy over Samsung U700. It is a cellphone to die for. I love its camera since it has a 3.2 megapixel camera lens. T_____T I ultimately want one!
Anyway, I'd better start now to be a more effectual person. Haha.
