i am losing interest. i want to give it up, but i am concerned with my efforts, my future, and my life. i want to give in to the temptation of freedom. i want to breathe life again.
it somehow all boils down to what and who i am.
i can't commit.
(and i guess that's why i don't like marriages, personal things with names, and pets)
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.