leaving the unlived dream

last friday, i woke up late. i hurriedly took a bath, ate my breakfast meal, and dragged myself across the cold seat of the up campus jeepney (all taxis were occupied believe me!). i arrived in up with my wach painting 7 o'clock with its hands. i was about to be late (my physics lab starts at 7am). since nip is a good long walk from as, i unwillingly waited for a toki jeep. 10 minutes passed and i still couldn't see a toki jeep. my patience was growing wearier as minutes passed. i waited until 730am on the casaa waiting shed, but to no avail, the world had really showed me how god-forsaken i could be without the existence of a jeepney. so, as damien rice crooned away in the background, i brought my feet to a long and dreary (but enriching) walk.

this is a 730 morning sky. can you spot the moon still proving its glory?

this is the bored and blurred result of finella's friday long walk (somewhere near che).

i am nowhere near where i'm supposed to be, but i am near where i'm supposed to belong.

can you believe that this is a 745-morning sky? i never thought that nothing could be actually beautiful.

as i walk, i dream...

of trees and grass....

and the blinding knowing light.

it scared me until it brought me to a halt.

finally, i found hope in the sea of nothingness, a hope to continue dreaming.

but this hope was fragile and soon withered. i was trapped. there were no exits.

so, i pushed myself harder, aimed higher, and dreamt bigger.

i woke to see myself living the unlived dream.

onto some other updates, i haven't done anything today. i was supposed to study for math and physics exams, but golly, the internet got the best of me. truth of the matter, i was just searching for tiger airways until it lead to something unexpected and totally impulsive of me (and my mom) that really got me hooked with the net. i am so excited though! if you can just see my ears doing the "do your ears hang low?" dance step in barney, you'd probably laugh like crackling popcorns! hahahahaha