4am thoughts
1) i am tired but happy and sometimes when i say i'm tired i mean i'm sad. but i'm not sad because i have a plan tomorrow and even though things are not going my way i know someone out there loves me
2) there is so much talk about suicide and i am not going to pretend that i don't have a say on the issue but the topic's really touchy. i'll come around just in time
3) what does it feel like to have no fear? what great things will i be able to do if that happens? fear is the only thing that blocks my way to awesomeness, i think
4) i really like birthdays and pancakes and pancake cakes and dolphins and colors and pens
About
- Finella
- hi. i'm finella. i like a lot of things and i think i like to feel. i also enjoy taking long walks, and watching dolphins&other sea creatures, and going to museums, and being with a few people, and eating mexican/indian food. the usual stuff—art, music, books, russia, trains, airports, philosophy, psychology, and literature— intrigue me. i'm an engineering student (MS soon to be PhD) and i don't feel like one. and i think that's okay as long as i stay true to myself. i am very idealistic, but at times, like right now, i don't feel like one because i am an enfp. my only dream is to have a constant happy disposition. that's very idealistic and i'm quite pessimistic so i don't know.